Monday, February 20, 2006

Having one of those days....

It started out as a good day and I kept promising myself it would be a good day but one or more things got in the way.

It was not anyone's fault, it just happened.

Here and there things just popped up that seemed to try to keep me down. I won't bore anyone with the details.

I'll be just fine tomorrow, but earlier I had an alone moment-not by choice, but I just felt alone, utterly alone.

I prayed for someone to barge in on my alone-ness to give me that ever elusive all encompassing hug and either physically or verbally assure me that everything will be ok.

It has been a long time since I have felt that everthing will be ok-a long time- and while laughing at myself through the tears I thought how silly to think it would be that easy that just a hug or a few words would reassure me.

Then I laughed and cried some more because I realized it WOULD be that easy!

3 comments:

Sim Warford said...

I know exactly how you feel. I have those days, too.
And yeah, it is just that easy.
E-hugs to you!
Sim

Mr. Brian said...

So easy to understand the feeling behind those words....glad I read back through my comments and found the one you left!

letti said...

*hugggggs*

i know how you feel. I had just watched "Crash" the other night, and Sandra Bullock's character was in a funk all the time, and she finally exploded to her husband "I am just so angry all the time, i don't know why, and i don't know what to do about it".

I feel like that sometimes.