It started out as a good day and I kept promising myself it would be a good day but one or more things got in the way.
It was not anyone's fault, it just happened.
Here and there things just popped up that seemed to try to keep me down. I won't bore anyone with the details.
I'll be just fine tomorrow, but earlier I had an alone moment-not by choice, but I just felt alone, utterly alone.
I prayed for someone to barge in on my alone-ness to give me that ever elusive all encompassing hug and either physically or verbally assure me that everything will be ok.
It has been a long time since I have felt that everthing will be ok-a long time- and while laughing at myself through the tears I thought how silly to think it would be that easy that just a hug or a few words would reassure me.
Then I laughed and cried some more because I realized it WOULD be that easy!