Wednesday, May 25, 2005

It wasn't all bad....

I was in a bad mood yesterday when I told about the retreat. There were fun times. The scenery was amazing, the house on the mountain we stayed in was amazing. Our view was of the Rocky Mountain National Park mountains. Here is a picture of the view off of one of the decks:

My mom was supposed to go in for her 11th radiation treatment today. She got there and changed her mind. She has decided to quit, she can't take it anymore. Whether it be the pain, the exhaustion or both. My dad has decided to let her make her own decision on the matter. I haven't figured out what to do-feeling helpless at the moment.

To make matters worse, I needed Rick to lean on today and he was in his own little sulky world and wouldn't tell me why. Instead of a shoulder to cry on I got a cold one. It will take more than I think he is willing to give for him to make it up to me-it was just shy of unforgivable in my opinion.


Anonymous said...

I can offer you a warm e-shoulder to cry on....but I guess that's not very comforting in times like this. I'm thinking of you, buddy -- and sending some good vibes.

Russ (hug)

derek said...

ok, good juju coming your way man. I was in the mountains myself this weekend. I'm feeling great, sending good rays your way. Everything will be ok.

love and light

Ginger said...


Here if you need me.

Love you lots!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry--and sending you some good vibes and energy. We'll be thinking of you.